My heart does not care.

People get hurt
they learn to pay attention
they avoid the cause of pain
When they see it, they look the other way

That’s not what I do
because here I am stuck in an endless loop
A person who means the world to me
yet cannot love me the way I love him

I did not walk away
I dove in blindly
I threw caution away
now I’m in pain, I am hurting

I meet someone new
Everything I love he has in him
He smiles at me and I melt away
but is he into me?
Hardly, but I fall anyway.

The same vicious cycle begins
Different guy, same pain
learning a lesson is not in my vocabulary
I keep on falling and end up in pain
I know it’s wrong, but my heart does not care.