In my 40 years of existence here on Earth, I have learned quite a few lessons in life. Some of them are good, but majority, unfortunately, shook my core and changed me forever. In no way, shape, or form am I saying that I am a victim, or naïve. I think it’s the fact thatContinue reading “My story so far.”
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Mise a jour
Update…again. After all the job searching I did, I decided to stay where I am currently at. Why, you ask? A number of reasons. First off, my injury (extreme capsulitis on my right shoulder) I couldn’t really switch hospitals, I got into one, everything goes smoothly until the nurse interviews me for my medical history.Continue reading “Mise a jour”
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I guess it’s not meant to be.
The Waiting Game.
I am getting really, really impatient. I have done all the necessary steps regarding my planned hospital switch but so far, none of them has been set in stone. The first hospital that contacted me interviewed me after I passed their competency test, and now they are supposed to call me after they speak toContinue reading “The Waiting Game.”
Update.
I am currently on a week-long vacation and so far I have been productive. I was able to take a competency exam for one of the hospitals I applied for and it went well. I have an interview scheduled on Monday. I am crossing my fingers and praying that I get this job. I haveContinue reading “Update.”
The Rope.
The rope is getting shorter I am almost at the end People need to take a step back away from me, a lose canon I am at the brink of explosion I don’t know how much longer I can stand it Is it you? Is it me? I’m not sure anymore All I know isContinue reading “The Rope.”
A different path.
I did it. I finally decided to find another hospital. I took the leap I was so afraid to do for so long. Once I started searching for other places to work, the next steps became easier to take. It didn’t take long for a hospital to call me to set up an interview. IContinue reading “A different path.”
The second effin’ wave.
Overwhelmed. Overworked. That’s how everyone is feeling at work right now. The second wave of the pandemic is now at its peak, and the front liners (like myself) are feeling the brunt and pressure of it all. I feel for the doctors, nurses and respiratory technicians who are all at the front and center ofContinue reading “The second effin’ wave.”
Journey.
One thing I learned after I found out that I am suffering from depression was that this battle does not end. I do not mean that in a dark, sinister way — I just think that the journey to being better is a lifelong process. I say this because years after I was diagnosed, thereContinue reading “Journey.”
Late night ramblings
It hard to breathe,each day that passes by I’m losing sleepI break bit by bit,a piece of me slowly dyingMy heart is beating steadilywithout love, without passion, it barely livesHow do I love myself? Please tell me.How do I go on living, hoping?How do I encourage my heart?How do I feed my starving soul? IContinue reading “Late night ramblings”
M A L A D R O I T E. 