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Updates, Updates

Yes, yes, despite my lack of posts, I am still alive. Life has been surprisingly good during my absence. I was finally able to transfer to a new hospital, and so far it has been good. Of course there will always be co-workers who love to start drama, but I promised myself that I wouldContinue reading “Updates, Updates”

My story so far.

In my 40 years of existence here on Earth, I have learned quite a few lessons in life. Some of them are good, but majority, unfortunately, shook my core and changed me forever. In no way, shape, or form am I saying that I am a victim, or naïve. I think it’s the fact thatContinue reading “My story so far.”

Mise a jour

Update…again. After all the job searching I did, I decided to stay where I am currently at. Why, you ask? A number of reasons. First off, my injury (extreme capsulitis on my right shoulder) I couldn’t really switch hospitals, I got into one, everything goes smoothly until the nurse interviews me for my medical history.Continue reading “Mise a jour”

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I guess it’s not meant to be.

The Waiting Game.

I am getting really, really impatient. I have done all the necessary steps regarding my planned hospital switch but so far, none of them has been set in stone. The first hospital that contacted me interviewed me after I passed their competency test, and now they are supposed to call me after they speak toContinue reading “The Waiting Game.”

Update.

I am currently on a week-long vacation and so far I have been productive. I was able to take a competency exam for one of the hospitals I applied for and it went well. I have an interview scheduled on Monday. I am crossing my fingers and praying that I get this job. I haveContinue reading “Update.”

The Rope.

The rope is getting shorter I am almost at the end People need to take a step back away from me, a lose canon I am at the brink of explosion I don’t know how much longer I can stand it Is it you? Is it me? I’m not sure anymore All I know isContinue reading “The Rope.”

Doodle 1

When the wind is too strong and throws me off balance You are always ready to catch me When I cry myself to sleep and feel like my life is over You stay with me and dry my tears When I’m angry at the world and scream bloody murder You stay behind me and letContinue reading “Doodle 1”

A different path.

I did it. I finally decided to find another hospital. I took the leap I was so afraid to do for so long. Once I started searching for other places to work, the next steps became easier to take. It didn’t take long for a hospital to call me to set up an interview. IContinue reading “A different path.”

A change…?

I wish I could come here and say that life had been nicer to me since my last rant, but unfortunately, that is not the case. I do not know if what I am currently feeling is just a phase I would eventually be able to overcome, or if it is a sign that itContinue reading “A change…?”